This week I have started organizing thoughts so I can better put a plan together. I have listed groupings so far and then what things fit into those categories.
I am in the place of realizing I have to be way different than I am being now to really achieve what I am seeing on my list…I must say I am overwhelmed at the undertaking.
There are parts of my life that are working and then other parts that are not getting attention. I shift and pay attention to those and then the others don’t get attention.
I have been focusing on the mind set and getting done what I could and there is so much missing in action to make stuff change…I keep deleting words as the architecture is the power of our lives…and I keep thinking about a line I heard Mark say about a guy following him through his day and asking so are we going to get anything done today and Mark said we already have. I am seeking that! How do I exponentially impact everything? How can I have it all? There are only so many hours in a day and I seem busier now than ever. When I think about it, I can’t see it. Don’t make to do lists I hear as they never end. I make to do lists and try and put things in my schedule…its been a moving target! LOL
I decided again to step it up and yesterday hurt my back to the point that sitting or laying is not comfortable at all. I cancelled another day of work as I could not function anymore. I went to the chiro and an osteopath today. Not complaining…wondering what is up! Laid on the couch trying to relax and watched some videos. I have no tv, but do watch DVDs. Knowing there is so much for me to “do”. Including writing my blog!..and all I want to do is lay there. I am far from lazy and am always on the go. Bruce calls me the ever ready bunny!
One week of absolute breakthrough a few weeks ago. A glimpse into what was possible. The harmony, the love, the gratitude and since then stumbling almost blindly. Getting things done but barely. No one does it without mastermind. A big part I have not been utilizing well. When I am having a rough time I really hate telling my partner about it!! I want to be uplifting and supportive. I don’t want to be a drag to talk to.
So sharing some of my difficulty here. Hopefully I will get some feedback and I will get into the mastermind and give.
Internet issues will be over in a few days and then there will be an abundance and time with wifi will aid in me getting on and sharing anytime.